Was unable to play at all on day 2. So I just read another chapter of Colin Moshmon's SNG book. Read over how to play with a minuscule stack (2-3bb). This book is a must read if one is really interested in trying to grind SNG's. Whether you play 6max or 180man, this book covers the fundamentals and can be applied to a wide array of SNGs. It has really opened my eyes to many spots I have been missing and has gave me a way better of an understanding of the game. Can't wait to dig into Colin's math book because I really need to develop my math skills in poker.
Yesterday I was asked why I waste so much of my time with poker and the question had me thinking for a while as to why I love the game. Made me think why anyone would waste so much time with their hobbies whether it be video games, boardgames, painting, reading and etc. The only logical reason I could come up with is our hobbies are an escape from reality and all the sufferings that come along with it. Of course I'd be lying if I said money isn't a motivation to keep playing this swingy game, but there must be more to it then that since I am still willing to play after being down 50-80bbs. We could say it's my competitive nature whether you want to be believe that being competitive is a natural instinct. I believe it's more then that for me anyways.
For me to answer this question honestly I have to look at my other hobby. I have been training for the past 2 1/2 years in what is called Muay Thai Kickboxing. After the first free day trial I was hooked and could never get away, but why? I don't compete and I don't make money, but I continue to train harder then half of the fighters who do compete. The reason I continue to develop my skills is because I love the art and what it does for my brain and body. It makes me feel great after walking out of the gym knowing that my brain continues to grow and my body continues to become stronger. It's not the results of my work out that keeps me driving or otherwise I would feel crushed everytime I get beat up when I spar and would probably want to quit.
So this leads me to believe that it isn't competition or money that keeps me coming back.I believe I kick box and play poker because they are both constantly evolving and changing which means I must continue to use my body and mind. This means that my brain and body is constantly changing and evolving which I believe is for the better. Poker to me is a great brain exercise and I think this is the most important kind of exercise one needs to continue and make sharp decisions in life.
Wow, I didn't think that I would go this deep into this discussion, but I couldn't stop thinking and writing lol.
As for my day:
Grinded only 3 hours so far- down 1.5bbs
Going to take the next hour or so to go over my HH's and off to kickboxing.
Hope to finish my 5 hour sessiion or more after a good work out
